I have this weird habit of wandering around in my basement when I need to clear my head. This always works until something reminds me that I’m walking around in my basement like say, a giant spider the size of my big toe (which is a good sized toe). Anyways, my nightly ritual has been rudely interrupted so, I decided to write a blog post instead.
I’ve been surprisingly busy lately: a week-long trip to the Caymans with a friend, soccer, track, tech crew for our school musical, wandering around markets. It’s a lot to do. You’d think you’d forget how to feel things one at a time with so much stimulation but I can never cease to feel SOME sort of utter disappointment with each thing. I won’t go into detail but it’s quite odd. Perhaps I’m very selfish I mean a couple of months ago, I’d kill to have something constructive to do, now I just need to find time to get my homework done. Kudos to those who spend everyday busy. Much respect.
I need to try and stay focused on something that could benefit me in the long run, this whole opening myself up to something cool and never following through thing is getting old.
xMaya
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No One\’s Better Sake - Little Joy
